how do it feels....?

How do it feels when somebody you love hurt you a lot. And it live scars and suffering and it is like a mole that never let you go i think i don't know what to do if somebody would hurt me especially the one that i love...!! huh...!! how do it feels?? .I think its difficult for me to move on. I don't think I can move on with my life....!! huhuhuh my heart is aching...!!! OMG what should i do to forget him its to hard to let go especially when you love that person so much....